Stumbled across this picture
[link] in someone's faves. I like the statement, it's something I've said to the people preaching apocalypse when they come knocking. And that got me thinking, and now I'm feeling all naïve and perplexed... Why are people looking forward to an apocalypse? Don't they ever doubt that maybe they're on the wrong side after all? Aren't they fond of... sun rises, and apples, and mitachondrial dna, and gravity, and atmospheric impurities that make stars twinkle, and sandy beaches, and weird deep sea things with too many legs, and... just everything, all fitting together so neatly? And elephants, elephants are smart things. Will they be saved from the rains of fire and brimstone?
A woman said to me, wouldn't it be good, though, to have all the pain and suffering in the world gone forever? I said to her, pain and suffering give our life meaning. Before I could explain, she brushed me off with, well, that's obviously something referring to your own life, we're not talking about that.
But... pain and suffering. When we're small blobby things, each in our own womb, at one stage sections of cells die off and drift away. Whole clumps. Since our nerves are already formed by then, this is presumably a bit painful. These dying cells define our fingers and toes and other fine details. Death, and pain, are inextricably entwined with our very creation.
That being said, there is a lot wrong with the world, usually done by humans to other humans. But we're not children anymore, just coming down from the trees and wondering if it'd be a good idea to run from the furry yellow thing or chase it. Humanity has surely grown up enough (what with all that pain and death in our history) to start taking responsibility for our own actions, instead of waiting for some Ultimate Parental Figure to come and sort things out for us. God gave us free will - the responsibility for ourselves, each other, and the world. I'm starting to feel that it's fairly wrong to just wait til this one blows up because we can't be bothered trying to fix it.
I think this is my longest journal entry so far. Not gonna reread it in case it doesn't make any sense...
